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Midlife Misery: The Journals – A Podcast – Introduction Part 1 – (My Experience with Psychiatric Miscommunication)

Introduction Part 1 – Midlife Misery – Midlife Misery: the Journals

Website Episode WebpageMidlife Misery Supporter's Club LinkBlueSky ProfileFlashes ProfileTikTok ProfileMy name is Launa This is my story and its a story about:Gaslighting and ManipulationSurviving my marriage to a Narcissist Harassment and Stalking via Flying monkeys and bluetooth TrackersCyber-terrosism /Gangstalking / Cyberstalking My Marriage to a Kratom addicted, narcissist & sociopath – Who – by all current appearances and reports from my network – has added meth addict to the listThis is a story aboutSpousal AbandonmentLaw Enforcement manipulation Mental Health System Abuse Violations of the HIPPAA family privacy rulesViolations of Privacy and Therapist-Patient Confidentiality LawsMedical System ManipulationSuicide and Suicidal Ideation fabricationPossible longterm poisoning andPotential Attempted MurderAnd last but certainly not least its a story that includes Identity Theft Superior Family Court Fraudand Potential Tax Fraud & Evasion This story is MINE and IT IS MINE TO TELLThe following story is based on my understanding and perspective, and should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verificationThe names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process – a divorce he filed for – in courtIn November 2022 I began an attempt to process my childhood trauma on a much needed break from work. Like many things, this journey did not go as anticipated and I’ve been severely derailed by betrayal, heartbreak, lies, and now, a very messy divorce. As I continue to try and make sense of even more trauma, on top of the mountain I’ve carried around for over 40 years, I've decided to share my story.In November 2022 I began an attempt to process my childhood trauma on a much needed break from work. Like many things, this journey did not go as anticipated and I’ve been severely derailed by betrayal, heartbreak, lies, and now, a very messy divorce. As I continue to try and make sense of even more trauma, on top of the mountain I’ve carried around for over 40 years, I've decided to share my story. I am a 47 year old GenXer Born and raised on the West Coast discovering herself through divorce, mental health, and female friendships. Wondering if it’s me, menopause, or just midlife messiness.  After “barely” surviving a Traumatic Event – in an Emergency Room – in February 2024 – I suffered another – equally traumatic event – by way of Spousal Abandonment.  My spouse of almost 10 years – walked out of my life, while I was taking a shower, unannounced and with ZERO warning. He cut off all communication and filed for divorce less than a month later and I have not seen, communicated, or spoken with him since.  My journals have helped me get this far and sharing them was my first attempt at vulnerability…..I hope to continue this process by sharing more of my story on this Podcast as I navigate the disappointment of my failed marriage, betrayal from my ExBFF of over 30 years, and healing my trauma that I’ve spend almost a decade working on in Therapy.  I’m figuring out how to forge my new path forward, realizing that I’ve always been happier alone and unchained.I’m learning how strong I am when I’ve been pushed to the brink. I’m learning that I can still trust my judgment in people and within myself – Two BAD APPLES (who have claimed to be the “closest ones to me”)did not spoil my entire bunch. I’m Finding comfort in the fact that my female friendships have always been and continue to be the MOST VALUABLE asset in my life and that I can FULLY TRUST MYSELF AND my emotional intelligence – despite what my Haters (the bad apples) want everone else to believe . Thank You for listening and reading it truly means the world to me – XOXO LaunaThe story as told in the Podcast and Website is based on my understanding and perspective, it should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification. The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused. My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process – a divorce he filed for – in courtMusic Credits:Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Timelapse  by Abstract_SolarRoyalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Think it Over by Timur HaisynRoyalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: You Need To Fight For Your Life by Rage SoundRoyalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Waiting For Death by Rage SoundRoyalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: World In Ruins by Rage Sound
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My name is Launa

This is my story and its a story about:

  • Gaslighting and Manipulation
  • Surviving my marriage to a Narcissist
  • Harassment and Stalking via Flying monkeys and bluetooth Trackers
  • Cyber-terrosism /Gangstalking / Cyberstalking
  • My Marriage to a Kratom addicted, narcissist & sociopath – Who – by all current appearances and reports from my network – has added meth addict to the list

This is a story about:

  • Spousal Abandonment – an actual misdemeanor crime in some states
  • Law Enforcement manipulation
  • Mental Health System Abuse
  • Violations of the HIPPAA family privacy rules
  • Violations of Privacy and Therapist-Patient Confidentiality Laws
  • Medical System Manipulation, Suicide and Suicidal Ideation fabrication
  • Possible longterm poisoning and
  • Potential Attempted Murder

And last but certainly not least its a story that includes:

  • Identity Theft
  • Superior Family Court Fraud
  • Potential Tax Fraud & Evasion

This story is MINE and IT IS MINE TO TELL

The following story is based on my understanding and perspective, and should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification

The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused 

My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process – a divorce he filed for – in court

I am a 47 year old GenXer Born and raised on the West Coast discovering herself through divorce, mental health, and female friendships.

Wondering if it’s me, menopause, or just midlife messiness. 

After “barely” surviving a Traumatic Event – in an Emergency Room – in February 2024 – I suffered another – equally traumatic event – by way of Spousal Abandonment. 

My spouse of almost 10 years – walked out of my life, while I was taking a shower, unannounced and with ZERO warning. He cut off all communication and filed for divorce less than a month later and I have not seen, communicated, or spoken with him since. 

My journals have helped me get this far and sharing them was my first attempt at vulnerability…..I hope to continue this process by sharing more of my story on this Podcast as I navigate the disappointment of my failed marriage, betrayal from my ExBFF of over 30 years, and healing my trauma that I’ve spend almost a decade working on in Therapy. 

I’m figuring out how to forge my new path forward, realizing that I’ve always been happier alone and unchained.
I’m learning how strong I am when I’ve been pushed to the brink. 
I’m learning that I can still trust my judgment in people and within myself – Two BAD APPLES (who have claimed to be the “closest ones to me”)did not spoil my entire bunch.

I’m Finding comfort in the fact that my female friendships have always been and continue to be the MOST VALUABLE asset in my life and that I can FULLY TRUST MYSELF AND my emotional intelligence – despite what my Haters (the bad apples) want everone else to believe .

Thank You for listening and reading it truly means the world to me – XOXO Launa

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Images of my Medical Records and a screenshot of a Text Message from the ExBFF Below

My Medical records with a myriad of NEW & DIFFERENTIAL diagnoses – NONE OF WHICH HAD been previously diagnosed by my Psychiatrist of 4 years – BUT the ones my ANCHOR FACE OF DEATH communicated to the Hospital staff on my behalf when he successfully admitted me BY HIMSELF on the involuntary psychiatric hold
My ExBff offering my UNSOLICITED medical advice – firmly stating SHE KNOWS BETTER THAN MY ACTING THERAPIST OF 7 YEARS & my ACTING PSYCHIATRIST OF 4 YEARS
Medical records clearly stating MY SPOUSE/Anchor Face of Death – PRESENTED ME to the Emergency Department of the hospital and communicated FOR ME – IT WASN’T UNTIL AFTER MIDNIGHT AND A TELEHEALTH VISIT – THAT I WAS OFFICIALL BEING HELD ON 5150 – VERY IMPORTANT TO NOTE – My acting Psychiatrist of 4 years WAS NEVER CONTACTED FOR ANY OF MY MEDICAL HISTORY
My patient review – I “the patient” ONLY ENDORSED LACK OF SLEEP DUE TO THE BURNING SENSATION IN MY HEAD. My SPOUSE/Anchor Face of Death communicated ALL OTHER INFORMATION INCLUDING HIS claim that I went to the “mental” hospital that morning due to audio and visual hallucinations and call to local law enforcement the week prior and SI(suicidal ideation) THIS PAPERWORK CLEARLY STATES THAT I the “PATIENT” DENIES SI intent – WHAT IS NOT DOCUMENTED IS THAT I DENIED EVERYTHING ELSE THAT MY SPOUSE/Anchor Face of Death communicated to the Hospital Staff as well
My Medical Records from the morning I was brought to the ER – that my SPOUSE/Anchor Face of Death claimed was due to a “mental breakdown” yet also claiming that I was SUFFERING FROM PHYSICAL CRANIAL PAIN
My Discharge Paperwork from the interim holding facility with my very specific diagnosis of “Psychotic Disorder, unspecified”
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The story as told in the Podcast and Website is based on my understanding and perspective, it should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification. The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused. My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process – a divorce he filed for – in court

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One response to “Midlife Misery: The Journals – A Podcast – Introduction Part 1 – (My Experience with Psychiatric Miscommunication)”

  1. WIFI Troubles: My Unexpected Drama with Neighbors

    […] I will be releasing a new Podcast Episode tomorrow for “Midlife Misery, the Journals” – Entitled “Malice in WIFILAND” where I describe a brief history of the tension with the downstairs neighbors that will set off the chain of events that lead to my involuntary psychiatric hold/5150 in February. If you haven’t caught up on the first 2 Introduction episodes you can do that by clicking this LINK. […]

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