Season 1 Episode 13: New Year, Old Habits – Midlife Misery: the Journals
Season 1 Episode 13
I go over the timeline details of the 2nd week of January 2024
I speak to the fact that I was waking up to the idea that something was terribly WRONG in my marriage and with my Ex.
My gut instinct was screaming out to me but my rational brain was desperately trying to talk me out of it.
I was feeling a power shift in my relationship and it wasn’t a positive one.
I talk about the signs of my EX’s financial abuse were clearly there, but they were completely lost on me at the time.
It wasn’t until I had to look back over the credit card statements for the divorce, that I began to clearly see that my EX began the financial abuse over a year before the 5150 event of February 2024.
I also point to a Public Court Record that not only proves the financial abuse, but also supports the consistency my EX has with LYING and perjuring himself in the documents he keeps filing with the court
I give several historical examples of specific instances that were RED FLAGS about my Ex’s potential Narcissist Personality Disorder and why I maintain that opinion to this day
My EX displayed several patterns throughout the years that are indicative of NPD & they are an eerie reminder that I missed so many RED FLAGS over the years that my Narcissistic Abusive Ex Husband arrogantly waved in my face
Over the years my Narcissistic Abusive Ex Husband displayed one of the patterns in the early stages of our ‘friends with benefits’ type of relationship.
Long before we became an official couple and he covertly operated under a mask for 9 years before he revealed it again
I describe how rejection is a part of the Narcissistic abuse cycle and how my EX covertly and overtly utilized this tactic as well as gift giving can which is a form of control that can also be used by an individual displaying Narcissistic Personality Disorder
Be Careful Who You Trust With Your Life, It Might Cost You Exactly That – Thank you for listening – XOXO Launa
Public Court Documents with my Ex’s text to my therapist
My EX signed this statement on June 26, 2024 – just one month after he sent his text to my therapist on May 23, 2024 – the text in which he claims “to be the current husband” of mine and also cites my ongoing psychotic episodes as the reason he left in March 2024.
Based on my Ex’s statement in his response, citing I “can work for at least minimum wage” he was successful in getting the court to FORCE ME TO “become self supporting” – and the calculation of the wage requirement imposed on me was more than minimum wage.
My EX NO ONLY LIED TO THE COUT BUT HE ALSO LIED TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM ON 2/23/24 when he provided multiple diagnoses to the staff that day citing that I had been diagnosed with, Schizophrenia, Schizoaffective Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder – which, if were true, would make it pretty impossible for me to obtain a job of any kind and hold it.
THIS IS NARCISSISTIC ABUSE IN THE MOST EGREGIOUS FORM
My Journal Entries for the first days of January 2024
My Day Planner for January 2024
