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Season 1 Episode 5: I Love the Smell of Formaldehyde in CRYPTOber – Midlife Misery: the Journals

Season 1 Episode 5I Love the Smell of Formaldehyde in CRYPTOberIn this episode I give examples of my spouse’s ongoing “misinformation campaign” he conducted post spousal abandonment and on the day he filed for divorce.During that time my spouse continued to PRETEND to be concerned about me, my mental health, my reality, and my safety – while he maliciously spread BLATANT LIES to my close friends about the days leading up to our “separation” – and conveniently leaving out the PERTINENT details about his meeting with his divorce attorney and his FILING of PETITION FOR DIVORCE WITH THE COURT.I take a break from the CyberCrimes/Technological aspects of the story and start telling more about the weird illness and ongoing physical symptoms I had been experiencing for years and how they seemed to be associated with the POSSIBILITY of something more nefarious and sinister. I share information I discussed with my therapist during the sessions we had during the WIFIGATE Scandal/CRYPTOber Massacre and how my unhealed childhood trauma contributed to the implosion of my life and marriageI wrap up the CRYPTOber timeline when my spouse and I abruptly moved out of our apartment, after 7 years, and stayed with my “BFF” for a week and half. I give details of the weird and sudden illness that came over me while we were staying at my “BFF’s” and the weird lack of concern or acknowledgment EVERYONE in the home had towards me as I spent 4 days incapacitated and violently ill. There’s a weird “neighbor” moment when my spouse and I return to the apartment – together for the first time in over a week and my spouse’s unusual reaction when pointed it out to himI go into more detail about the “smells” my spouse was reporting to me – the possibility of what one of them could be, its potential association with my sudden inexplainable illness, and how a “NURSE” may have assisted my spouse with obtaining the substance and source of the smell. I share a text message the “NURSE” sent to me in July, 2024 where I sent her a response and asked her about the substance and how her response to me was slightly suspicious.Episode PageWebsiteBlueSky ProfileTikTok ProfileThis story as told in the podcast, and social media, through visual presentation of my medical records and text messages is based on my understanding and perspective, and should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process in courtMusic Credits Music Credits: Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Timelapse by Abstract_Solar Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Think it Over by Timur Haisyn Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: You Need To Fight For Your Life by Rage Sound Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Waiting For Death by Rage Sound Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: World In Ruins by Rage SoundBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/midlife-misery-the-journals–6430471/support.

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In this episode I give examples of my spouse’s ongoing “misinformation campaign” he conducted post spousal abandonment and on the day he filed for divorce.

During the months in 2024 when my spouse continued to PRETEND to be concerned about me, my mental health, my reality, and my safety – while he maliciously spread BLATANT LIES to my close friends about the days leading up to our “separation” – and conveniently left out the PERTINENT details about his meeting with his divorce attorney and his FILING of PETITION FOR DIVORCE WITH THE COURT.

I take a break from the CyberCrimes/Technological aspects of the story and start telling more about the weird illness and ongoing physical symptoms I had been experiencing for years and how they seemed to be associated with the POSSIBILITY of something more nefarious and sinister.

I share information I discussed with my therapist during the sessions we had during the WIFIGATE Scandal/CRYPTOber Massacre and how my unhealed childhood trauma contributed to the implosion of my life and marriage

I wrap up the CRYPTOber timeline when my spouse and I abruptly moved out of our apartment, after 7 years, and stayed with my “BFF” for a week and half.

I give details of the weird and sudden illness that came over me while we were staying at my “BFF’s” and the weird lack of concern or acknowledgment EVERYONE in the home had towards me as I spent 4 days incapacitated and violently ill.

There’s a weird “neighbor” moment when my spouse and I return to the apartment – together for the first time in over a week and my spouse’s unusual reaction when pointed it out to him

I go into more detail about the “smells” my spouse was reporting to me – the possibility of what one of them could be, its potential association with my sudden inexplainable illness, and how a “NURSE” may have assisted my spouse with obtaining the substance and source of the smell.

I share a text message the “NURSE” sent to me in July, 2024 where I sent her a response and asked her about the substance and how her response to me was slightly suspicious.

Thank you so much for listening and remember – BE CAREFUL WHO YOU TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE – IT MIGHT COST YOU EXACTLY THAT – XOXO Launa

The story as told in the Podcast and Website is based on my understanding and perspective, it should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification. The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused. My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process – a divorce he filed for – in court

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Click HERE to be taken to the CDC/ATSDR page for the Medial Management Guidelines for Formaldehyde – from the Toxic Substances Panel

Click HERE to be taken to the Gas Monitor Experts page about Common Signs of Toxic Formaldehyde Exposure

Technology Bread Crumbs with examples of the inconsistencies between the ISP provided router/modem and the ISP’s Wi-Fi phone application and how they relate to the devices connected to the network/modem and the devices themselves

SAME APP SAME TIME TWO DIFFERENT REALITIES One screen shows ZERO Devices Another Screen Shows 3 Devices SAME APPLICATION SAME WIFI MODEM

“Apple iPhone” – with Wifi Connection – 30 Mins later it has an ETHERNET CONNECTION AND “Device Name” is the MAC Address

30 Minutes Later THE SAME iPhone – same IP and MAC address as the iPhone – is now connected WITH ETHERNET AND THE “DEVICE NAME” is the MAC address

APRIL 2024 – Images of text threads between AFD, and my friend – ON 4/12/2024 THE DAY HE FILED FOR DIVORCE

A portion of the MANY text messages AFD sent to my friend in the Midwest – who’s home I had been staying at FOR DAYS – when he sent these to her ON THE DAY AT THE SAME TIME HE FILED FOR DIVORCE WITH THE SUPERIOR FAMILY COURT

Anchor Face of Death’s Text to my Friend about my “paranoia of electronics”
this was sent THE DAY HE FILED FOR DIVORCE –
AFD conveniently left that detail out

MARCH 2024 – Less than a week after the Spousal Abandonment – AFD’s text to me blaming me for not being able to “emotional handle” my response to being abandoned while taking a shower.

AFD sent this text message to me in March – after he abandoned me while I took a shower – and lied and said he drove to the midwest, when he never left the state

April 5 2024 – TEXT conversation between AFD after I fled the apartment when he threatened to call the cops and have them “commit me”. He’s begging me to “believe him” about MY BEHAVIOR (like I can’t remember my own behavior) AFD wanted me to agree with his statement that I was “sitting up in the bed like A TERMINATOR and complaining about flashing red/green/white lights ABOUT. I called him out for being a liar and making it up so he doubled down and bet it all on LIE DETECTOR

Images of my text threads with TFT and AFD and I spent the night in our “old” apartment on Halloween 2023

The Tobias Funke of Therapist’s text to me the morning after we (AFD & me) spent the night at the “old apartment” and my response

My response to The Tobias Funke of Therapist’s text the morning after Halloween when we spent the night at the “old apartment”

One of the LITANY OF Text messages I received from Ten Head Horse Chick in July 2024

I still have ZERO idea why Ten Head Horse Chick asks about my “items to pack so I can be gone”……

Information about Formaldehyde – Sections with information about symptoms and affects of Formaldehyde Toxicity – all highlighted information is WHAT I EXPERIENCED FOR YEARS and when I became VERY ILL on several different occasions including October 2023, July 2022, & February 2024

Information about TOXIC FORMALDEHYDE EXPOSURE – this is the list of symptoms I spoke with my friend about in May 2024 – when she asked me “do you think he was poisoning you”

ALL of the highlighted symptoms are what I experienced FOR YEARS

Information about how Formaldehyde affects the Gastrointestinal System when ingested – THE EXACT SAME SYMPTOMS THAT PUT ME IN THE ER 2 TIMES – AND THE EXACT SAME SYMPTOMS TFT/HER FAMILY/& AFD – IGNORED AND PRETENDED I DIDN’T HAVE – and instead blamed it on me “locking myself in a room because of suicidal ideation/depression”

All of the highlighted symptoms are what I was experiencing FOR YEARS – that magically went away WHEN AFD RAN AWAY

I developed a Nasal Tumor in late 2020 – I had the tumor until it went away over the summer of 2024 – once I spent 4 months away from AFD

I had been experiencing VERY ODD AND ABNORMAL Mentstrual symptoms for a couple years that I was associating with Menopause or Peri-Menopause – ALL OF IT went AWAY when AFD went away

I had been experiencing CHEST PAIN AND TIGHTNESS for almost 3 YEARS by October 2023 – along with all of the symptoms highlighted at the bottom

This story as told in the podcast and blog and through visual presentation of my medical records and text messages is based on my understanding and perspective, and should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process in court

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