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Season 1 Episode 5: I Love the Smell of Formaldehyde in CRYPTOber – Midlife Misery: the Journals

Season 1 Episode 5I Love the Smell of Formaldehyde in CRYPTOberIn this episode I give examples of my spouse’s ongoing “misinformation campaign” he conducted post spousal abandonment and on the day he filed for divorce.During that time my spouse continued to PRETEND to be concerned about me, my mental health, my reality, and my safety – while he maliciously spread BLATANT LIES to my close friends about the days leading up to our “separation” – and conveniently leaving out the PERTINENT details about his meeting with his divorce attorney and his FILING of PETITION FOR DIVORCE WITH THE COURT.I take a break from the CyberCrimes/Technological aspects of the story and start telling more about the weird illness and ongoing physical symptoms I had been experiencing for years and how they seemed to be associated with the POSSIBILITY of something more nefarious and sinister. I share information I discussed with my therapist during the sessions we had during the WIFIGATE Scandal/CRYPTOber Massacre and how my unhealed childhood trauma contributed to the implosion of my life and marriageI wrap up the CRYPTOber timeline when my spouse and I abruptly moved out of our apartment, after 7 years, and stayed with my “BFF” for a week and half. I give details of the weird and sudden illness that came over me while we were staying at my “BFF’s” and the weird lack of concern or acknowledgment EVERYONE in the home had towards me as I spent 4 days incapacitated and violently ill. There’s a weird “neighbor” moment when my spouse and I return to the apartment – together for the first time in over a week and my spouse’s unusual reaction when pointed it out to himI go into more detail about the “smells” my spouse was reporting to me – the possibility of what one of them could be, its potential association with my sudden inexplainable illness, and how a “NURSE” may have assisted my spouse with obtaining the substance and source of the smell. I share a text message the “NURSE” sent to me in July, 2024 where I sent her a response and asked her about the substance and how her response to me was slightly suspicious.Episode PageWebsiteBlueSky ProfileTikTok ProfileThis story as told in the podcast, and social media, through visual presentation of my medical records and text messages is based on my understanding and perspective, and should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused  My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process in courtMusic Credits Music Credits: Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Timelapse  by Abstract_Solar Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Think it Over by Timur Haisyn Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: You Need To Fight For Your Life by Rage Sound Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Waiting For Death by Rage Sound Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: World In Ruins by Rage SoundBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/midlife-misery-the-journals–6430471/support.

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In this episode I give examples of my spouse’s ongoing “misinformation campaign” he conducted post spousal abandonment and on the day he filed for divorce.

During the months in 2024 when my spouse continued to PRETEND to be concerned about me, my mental health, my reality, and my safety – while he maliciously spread BLATANT LIES to my close friends about the days leading up to our “separation” – and conveniently left out the PERTINENT details about his meeting with his divorce attorney and his FILING of PETITION FOR DIVORCE WITH THE COURT.

I take a break from the CyberCrimes/Technological aspects of the story and start telling more about the weird illness and ongoing physical symptoms I had been experiencing for years and how they seemed to be associated with the POSSIBILITY of something more nefarious and sinister. 

I share information I discussed with my therapist during the sessions we had during the WIFIGATE Scandal/CRYPTOber Massacre and how my unhealed childhood trauma contributed to the implosion of my life and marriage

I wrap up the CRYPTOber timeline when my spouse and I abruptly moved out of our apartment, after 7 years, and stayed with my “BFF” for a week and half.

I give details of the weird and sudden illness that came over me while we were staying at my “BFF’s” and the weird lack of concern or acknowledgment EVERYONE in the home had towards me as I spent 4 days incapacitated and violently ill. 

There’s a weird “neighbor” moment when my spouse and I return to the apartment – together for the first time in over a week and my spouse’s unusual reaction when pointed it out to him

I go into more detail about the “smells” my spouse was reporting to me – the possibility of what one of them could be, its potential association with my sudden inexplainable illness, and how a “NURSE” may have assisted my spouse with obtaining the substance and source of the smell.

I share a text message the “NURSE” sent to me in July, 2024 where I sent her a response and asked her about the substance and how her response to me was slightly suspicious. 

Thank you so much for listening and remember – BE CAREFUL WHO YOU TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE – IT MIGHT COST YOU EXACTLY THAT – XOXO Launa

The story as told in the Podcast and Website is based on my understanding and perspective, it should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification. The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused. My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process – a divorce he filed for – in court

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Click HERE to be taken to the CDC/ATSDR page for the Medial Management Guidelines for Formaldehyde – from the Toxic Substances Panel

Click HERE to be taken to the Gas Monitor Experts page about Common Signs of Toxic Formaldehyde Exposure

Technology Bread Crumbs with examples of the inconsistencies between the ISP provided router/modem and the ISP’s Wi-Fi phone application and how they relate to the devices connected to the network/modem and the devices themselves

APRIL 2024 – Images of text threads between AFD, and my friend – ON 4/12/2024 THE DAY HE FILED FOR DIVORCE

MARCH 2024 – Less than a week after the Spousal Abandonment – AFD’s text to me blaming me for not being able to “emotional handle” my response to being abandoned while taking a shower.

Images of my text threads with TFT and AFD and I spent the night in our “old” apartment on Halloween 2023

One of the LITANY OF Text messages I received from Ten Head Horse Chick in July 2024

Information about Formaldehyde – Sections with information about symptoms and affects of Formaldehyde Toxicity – all highlighted information is WHAT I EXPERIENCED FOR YEARS and when I became VERY ILL on several different occasions including October 2023, July 2022, & February 2024

This story as told in the podcast and blog and through visual presentation of my medical records and text messages is based on my understanding and perspective, and should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused  My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process in court

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Season 1 Episode 22 – 5150 February: Chapter 4 – The Tech F&^% February Rampage – Goes Full On – Midlife Misery: the Journals

Midlife Misery: The Journals – A Podcast – 5150 February – Chapter 4: The Tech F&^% of February- Goes Full OnIn this episode I wrap up the timeline details of February 3, 2024Another day full of tech foolery that began overnight in the early morning hours when most people are sleeping.I received several notifications from a DIFFERENT TV streaming application that new devices, in neighboring cities, were logging into my accountThe emails segued into more tech foolery when my narcissistic abusive Ex Husband fanned the flames with his tale of 2 people trashing VPN’s and their effectiveness within ear shot of our bedroom.Which is something that only my EX witnessed – something that I did not witness – but that my EX made sure to tell me aboutThe episode recounts my realization of my narcissistic ex-husband's manipulative and abusive nature.Particularly starting from February 3, 2024. It details significant tech-related disturbances that led to heightened paranoia and anxiety, casting doubt on my mental state, ultimately culminating in a tumultuous divorce process, exacerbated by financial woes and emotional turmoil.Be Careful Who You Trust With Your Life – It Might Cost You Exactly That – XOXO LaunaLink to Episode WebpageLink to Podcast WebsiteLink to Midlife Misery Supporter’s ClubBlueSky ProfileFlashes Profile TikTok ProfileLemon8 ProfileThe story as told in the Podcast and Website is based on my understanding and perspective, it should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification. The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused. My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process – a divorce he filed for – in court Music Credits Music Credits: Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Timelapse  by Abstract_Solar Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Think it Over by Timur Haisyn Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: You Need To Fight For Your Life by Rage Sound Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Waiting For Death by Rage Sound Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: World In Ruins by Rage Sound

1. Season 1 Episode 22 – 5150 February: Chapter 4 – The Tech F&^% February Rampage – Goes Full On 01:07:49
2. Season 1 Episode 21: 5150 February – Chapter 3: VPN’s are BAD MMMMMMkayyyyy 01:14:21
3. Season 1 Episode 20: 5150 February – Chapter 2:  The Tech F&*% Muckraker Scapegoat 01:11:25
4. Season 1 Episode 19: 5150 February – Chapter 1: The Calm Before the Atmospheric River of Deceit 01:08:58
5. Season 1 Episode 18: The Mysterious Motive 01:16:37