Season 1 Episode 8: Soft Landings and Broken Safety Nets – Midlife Misery: the Journals
Season 1 Episode 8
In this episode I speak to the fact that it’s my 1 year anniversary of the involuntary 5150 hold my EX successfully placed me in using only his LIES and FALSIFICATION of MY medical records. My EX didn’t even need law enforcement or my psychiatrist – he knew the game and played it perfectly
I talk about gaslighting and how my EX slowly ramped up the fire, making it hard to see as it was happening. By the time I realized what was going on, it was too late. I refer back to the text messages I posted on the previous episodes webpage as examples of my EX’s manipulative and abusive behavior.
I wonder what kind of Terminator I’m supposed to be since my EX told everyone that I was acting like one in the days leading up to the spousal abandonment. My EX gave the “behavior” I was exhibiting as the reason for his sudden and unannounced departure……What does that say about my MOM and anyone else out that actually believes my EX’s story???? We might be in the middle of a mental health crisis that’s for sure
I recall the VERY LAST AND FINAL Wedding Anniversary I’ll ever have the DISPLEASURE of “celebrating” with my EX
I learn that the neighboring BOT ran Complex is where a very famous murder happened. My EX and I move into our new apartment at our BOT ran complex
I find a very alarming piece of incriminating evidence – AGAINST my EX and his Killer Clown Murder Posse – under the sink in the “old apartment” while I’m packing. I throw in a text message from Ten Head Horse Chick for good measure
While we’re moving into the BOT ran complex I see some familiar faces
My EX turns up the flames while he continues to Gaslight me all the way out of the old apartment by manipulating his communication with the property manager.
Fully Functioning Drunk Chick seems to think the familiar faces I saw while moving in to the BOT ran complex is an OH Sh!t moment – or she just wanted my EX to see it that way
My EX plays hero while he helps the movers he hired with the entire move – they didn’t even ask for his help, he insisted and he paid them full price, what a great guy!
I recall November 15, 2023 and how it would be the last day I even felt safe, stable, or secure – because the feelings were all fake anyway
I provide full transparency about why I’m doing the podcast and why I created the website – Spoiler Alert – it’s because my mental health has suffered so much over the last year and half due to the tremendous amount of abuse I’ve endured from my EX husband that he continues to unleash on my life. I have applied to use the safety net I’ve paid into my entire 30 year career that doesn’t seem to exist or at the very least, I may not get to use it.
At the end of the episode on a Civics Diatribe about Social Security – if you don’t want to listen to it you can read it here in this blog post – scroll to the end.
BE KIND, EVERYONE IS STRUGGLING RIGHT NOW, THE FUTURE IS BLEAK FOR A LOT OF US AND WE’RE JUST TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE DAY.
BE CAREFUL WHO YOU TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE, IT MIGHT COST YOU EXACTLY THAT. Thank you for listening – XOXO Launa
My Friend’s Handwritten Notes & Formal Typed Statement she took while she listened to AFD’s wacked out cracked out monologue
AFD’s slow drip of Gaslighting texts
Ten Head Horse Chicks “Crackhead” text and my responses
