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****The content of the following Podcast is meant for a mature audience and could be triggering for some – this episode discusses and contains depictions on the topic of suicide – if you or anyone you know is in crisis – please seek immediate help – text or chat with the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline by dialing 988 or text TALK to 741741 – and as always, please use discretion when listening****Season 1 Episode 3In this episode I discuss January 9th, 1984 and how this WAS the most impactful day of my life up until my Narcissist, Abusive, Spouse decided to change that. My spouse decided to make all of 2024 & his incessant abuse by way of 5150/spousal abandonment/ and filing for divorce the NEW most impactful time of my life because he can’t stand PLAYING second fiddle to ANYONE especially MY DAD. My spouse quadrupled down on the tremendous about of TRAUMA I was already trying to process and has provided me with a new, never ending supply because that’s what narcissists do. I provide a real life example of my spouses egregious breech of the Psychotherapist-Patient Privilege Law – almost 2 months after he filed for divorce and his obvious attempt to manipulate my acting Therapist of 7 yearsI discuss the first few weeks of October and how they would turn my life into an upside down nightmare that I’m forever stuck in. I provide examples of the myriad of ways my spouse planted ideas into my head that he would later use to further manipulate my narrative and gaslight me beyond belief. I discuss bluetooth trackers, wifi hacking and the very real threat of Cybersecurity – or lack thereof – that we all face today and how my spouse breadcrumbed his ideas expertly into my psyche. I tell about the downstairs neighbors and their BFF Alexa and how she would be their STRONGEST ALIBI when they were called out by A DIFFERENT Neighbor for hacking into their wifi. I speak to how my spouse NEVER confronted the downstairs neighbor – who had been harassing and stalking me FOR YEARS – I give a real life example of the time MY SPOUSE, instead, CHOSE TO sit, watch, and listen – to the neighbor outwardly, Loudly, and Publicly HARASS me – in real time – and tell how my SPOUSE DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT, Defend me, or protect me and instead CHOSE TO LET IT HAPPEN AND GO ON TO PRETEND IT NEVER HAPPENED.I Dedicate this episode to MY DAD – whose name I am still unable to say because of my spouse’s choice to DRAG OUT HIS DIVORCE within the courts. I LOVE you DAD – this episode is for you – XOXO LaunaLink to Webpage for this Episode Link to Midlife Misery Supporter’s ClubLink to WebsiteBlueSky ProfileFlashes ProfileTikTok ProfileThe story as told in the podcast, social media accounts and the website  is based on my understanding and perspective, and should not be interpreted as factual claims about any individual or entity without further verification. The names and places have been changed or left cryptic to protect the accused. My name has also been changed to protect myself from my ex as he continues to drag out the divorce process – a divorce he filed for – in courtMusic Credits:Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Timelapse  by Abstract_SolarRoyalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Think it Over by Timur HaisynRoyalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: You Need To Fight For Your Life by Rage Sound Royalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: Waiting For Death by Rage SoundRoyalty Free Music from Tunetank.com Track: World In Ruins by Rage Sound